Argh in a stupid passing conversation about Rahman Baba I sort of told my manager I have a blog, oh shit I kinda like my privacy, I mean my anonymity and don’t want my colleagues looking at my blog……Thank god he is blind!
Not like I update it at all anyway!
If I filled it with the many thoughts n drama’s that go on in my personal n professional life, it would take up more pages then the good old days when there used to be an actual paper based encyclopaedia. Lol!
I still remember in school a friend of my mine showing off about her dad buying her the full volume/set of “encyclopaedia brittanica” or whatever it was called then! And and thinking Samatha darling, your daddy wasted his money. Lol and me smugly taking out my iPhone 4, ( many years later) not at that exact point in my flashback cos that would mean I have a time machine, which I dont.
If I had a time machine…….
I would probably go back in time into my own life and intervene in a way and at such a time just before it spiralled out of control.
If you could go back in time what age and time would you go to?
I think I have made soooooooo many mistakes in life, that I’d spend the rest of this life travelling in a time
Machine to correct those mistakes and the knock on effects.
I would also try to teach myself some “truths” about humans, that not many of them are sincere and genuine, and sometimes we spend our lives looking for that right person to share our idealistic future hopes, and all we do is completely overlook those sitting by us all along.
I would also teach myself that there are some very very horrid supposed god fearing people, but they are not that at all and instead of loosing hope be thankful that you have the faith and patience to see that god will give them their just desserts.
Ah how I miss the blogging world, and to just release my emotions and thoughts into the wonderous web world and gain a small satisfaction in doing so, even though no one will understand what the hell I am on about or give a shit!
